Sunday, January 31, 2010

Very Sparkly....

Saturday morning I awoke to a sunny 22 degrees, which felt pleasant after the latest artic blast. A light breeze floated sparkling snowflakes to the ground through the morning sunshine.
Amazing. Enchanting. Magical. Joyful.


Click on any photo to enlarge and see the detail.

With the help of this Snowflake Chart I know that the temperature was about 15 degrees when the snow fell. I was eager to catch any of it with the camera, and ran around outside with the dog in my slippers and bathrobe. I don't even care who sees me anymore, honestly. Of course, the dog was oblivious to the magic snowflakes, he just wanted to play.



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Monday, January 25, 2010

Now I remember why I voted for him....

I love that my President communicates with me through twitter. I love that he's pissed about the Supreme Court ruling expanding the lobbying power of corporations.
I wish Democracy were easier to navigate.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Winter Magic

Saturday's frost was amazing:


Sunday's frost was even better:






The inadequacy of my camera to catch the magic of this frosty morning frustrates me to no end. I've never seen anything like it. I'm going back outside to marvel at it while it lasts. On days like this, I forget that I hate winter.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Feral Kitty and other Stories of Rescue



I have a couple of good scratches on my hand - it doesn't like anyone messing around the food, even if you're giving it food. My dog had it 30 feet up a tree, and it cried like a baby and we talked it down with baby talk and kitty kibbles, my daughter and I. It let her carry it safely into the garage for a warm meal and some water. It was starving and cold, and let us pet it, even tried to purr, but it turns on a dime, dang scary! It's using the litterbox, hiding under hubby's work bench until the thaw. Hopefully, we'll be friends by then and I can put it in the carrier for neutering. But I fear it's too damaged from stress to thaw to anyone.

Too bad new kitty hates old kitty, the one I rescued a cold December years ago. You'd think they'd get along, with all that hard living and starvation and coyote running in common. Last year, I thought my neighbor's german shepard was crapping in my yard again and went out yelling and realized when I was too close that the giant red coyote was tracking a rabbit across my yard. I still can't believe how big it was, how little regard and no fear it had for me, and I hope now I have a big dog, it stays away. Between the foxes, coyotes, hawks and owls cramped on these little woods, life is tough for everyone, especially small furry mammals.

My first rescue kitty was a runner. A scrawny teen age mom ossie cat, she was amazing. The smartest feline I ever knew. She got trapped up a giant oak by jack russels a few years ago, before the coyotes likely got her, and she was front declawed and couldn't get down. So once the dogs were locked up, and I realized the roofing ladder was way too short, I tied a rope to a football and threw it over the branch, then raised a storage box up to Ossie, and she hopped right in. It was my most amazing pet rescue ever. She used to run away a lot, and stay with random strangers. We were always putting up and taking down missing posters. My neighbors kept a kitty bed for her and always called to tell me when she was there. One day she never came home and I prefer to imagine her adopted by kind strangers than food for the pack that was hunting the day before she disappeared.

That's her on the left, Ossie the runner; Noel who peed on my bed on the right.



Once something shows up, I take care of it, and love it. I rescue plants, bugs, moths, butterflies, it's a personality glitch, caring too much. But I always seem to get as much or more than I give, so that's good. Anyway, here's some of things I rescue. Any caterpillar gets protection, because the wasps and birds love to eat them. I feed the birds and don't care for the wasps. Every year I find and protect monarch and black swallowtail larva. They are so easy, and gratifying, I only have to wait a few weeks for them to change.









That's my beautiful girl, helping me release the monarchs. She's a rescuer too. In fact, every woman in my entire family can't not save something that needs saving.

The moths are a different story, a much sadder, stressful obsession. 90 percent of the eggs/larva usually don't make it. I have to wait a year to see if they survive winter and hatch, and I never know if the males I release find a mate, and my one female died with her hundreds of eggs barren, and I was so sad I cried. For a moth. They have no mouth, just huge eyes and beautiful wings and wait almost a year for their few days to mate and its heartbreaking. I want to start a save the moths foundation because they are disappearing and I'm completely obsessed.









Then there's the jade plants. I have to save every freaking leaf that falls off the decades old queen mum. This is a fraction of my rescues.



You get the gist. I have issues!

Monday, January 11, 2010

Crying into the soup *

I read a beautifully sad book last night, it broke my heart and stuck in my throat, it was that good. I didn't think it would be, but it was, and it left me bereft for a bit. I tend toward Melancholy in January anyway.

So, it's freezing and I'm making soup, and crying with the onions, because what else can you do?

Well you can read this breath taking post about soup and love by Christina, then fall into May's post Little Miss Lonely Heart. I needed a few more kleenexes to get through. And that's just today's sampling of the amazing voices I read in my kitchen, disembodied, really real people, who I love but have never met. I'm very thankful.

I'm not sure how to feel now, but I'm sure glad I found these amazing words and people floating out there, and if all else fails, there's a pot of warm soup on the stove to keep the chill away and the crazy at bay. Might have to bake some bread just to be sure, though.

* Dominic, one of the main characters in the book was a chef, and he would remember his life and those he loved and cry into his sauces and soups and I'll think of him every time I cook now.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Sunday Sunset

Once in a while, the sun shoots off a pillar of light just before it sets, and I caught this one through the window:



But I wasn't happy with the screen and reflected tree lights so I ran outside in a foot of snow in my socks to snap some more. It was worth the cold wet feet.

Monday, January 4, 2010

A Room With A View









Chicago skyline twinkling at dusk and at night. I should have spent more time looking out the window, but I was busy being a mom at a volleyball tournament. So it goes.

The city had but a dusting of snow, compared to our foot or more in the suburbs. What a difference 40 miles makes.

It is good to be home, even if the view isn't quite as mesmerizing as the city lights. It's peaceful and quiet, just the way I like it.

Happy New Year.

My resolutions are simple: Sleep, exercise and laugh more. Drink less alcohol and stop falling down and hurting myself - these activities are not related, just coincidental. I also intend to read more, and begin to seriously organize and downsize the clutter and stuff that surrounds me. Easier said than done until the kiddies are grown, but I can begin.

Here's to beginning, again.